To be : PORN STAR finds God

To Be: Porn star finds God.

The angels are singing hallelujah in heaven as our sister from another mother Britni (Jenna Presley ) would no longer be taking it in the back door in front of a camera anymore. She has found God. Jenna Presley was the official porn name that she  used in  the industry marred with sex, drugs, lies, videotapes and addiction since 2005.

It always starts with the approach. You are siting in a coffee shop, having breakfast and having thoughts of changing the world by eradicating male genital odor, when all of a sudden you are approached  and this time around they are not holding Awake Journals or preaching about the endtime. They simply think you have all it takes to be a STAR. You find yourself stuck in the confusion  of “ to be or not to be”. In Britni’s case she was approached after her dance performance at Santa Barbara City College. She immediately overcame the battle of " to be or not to be' and chose not only to be but to become. Upon executing the first few scenes, she realized she was a star. She enjoyed the affirmation of beauty and power  that comes with the territory and winning fans' choice best new starlet award  because she didn’t get any love or validation from, her troubled upbringing. 

She went ahead to make her boobs bigger, to push her competitors into obscurity with the glory of her giant enormous breasts. She soon discovered, it never pays to be at the receiving end of a cum shot  It took her  over 275 films in 7 years  to realize that, some of which she had to dress as  a little school girl with pigtails to shoot several scenes in one day. Of course , she mastered the act of robotic intimacy ,unemotional penetration and drug induced thrusting. She also discovered that every scene left a big hole which she tried to fill up with drugs and wrist cuts until she finally summoned up the courage to call her grandmother, who obliged to fill the hole . Miles McPherson  the head of the Rock church in San Diego was able to let her know that only Jesus can fill a hole as wide as that. She let him in only to turn her back again because the devil had a plot but Jesus had a plan. Hallelujah!.

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 Finally the XXX church , stepped in because this was their territory, bringing back the lost whores brides to the bridegroom and  now, she is back. She proclaims there is life after porn and prostitution which only Jesus can give. What would Jesus do?

A comment on this news read,

Before I became a Christian, I have struggled with lust. Jenna Presley is one of my favorite porn star. Even now, I'm still struggling with porn. But this video motivates me. I mean, what's the point of me getting back to porn f-cking with porn  when my favorite porn stars are  f-cking with Christ going to Christ. You don't know how blessed I am when I saw this video. I love you, Jenna! God bless!

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This just proves what we all already know, that Jesus came for the lost Dog sheep of Israel and bitches always go to Heaven.

 My name is Britni, I used to be an adult star. I met Rachel several times at the   exotical conventions. She would know me as Jenna Presley.I would stop by at the XXX church to see her. She is so beautiful and I absolutely love and adore her. I want to give her the most amazing praise report. Thank you Jesus, I found him, I’m home. It’s been a long 7 year journey of porn, prostitution, stripping, drugs,alcohol and several failed suicide attempts but I made up. Little did I know, little did I ever know that, I would stumble upon the XXX church again since leaving the adult industry. I could not believe my eyes when I realized , wow! , this are the "Jesus loves porn stars" people. Then I saw Rachel's picture and I just had to let her know that I’m saved. I want to thank her for all her kind words and loving spirit.  I have finally encountered the unconditional love of God and I would never go back.

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WHY MEN ARE ADDICTED TO PORN

I am writing my project and watching porn on the side.

These days due to technology advancement and easy accessibility, more and more men are addicted to porn. Porn though unproductive is very addictive and being addicted to porn is no different from being addicted to heroine.One of the tasks a man  or accountability partner to someone who is addicted to pornography is to help them understand their own heart.

Why do they run to porn again and again?

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 The purpose in a man’s heart is like deep water” (we often can’t see our own motivations), “but a man of understanding will draw it out”. A  Man needs help to draw out the deeper motivations they are unable or unwilling to see in themselves.

It is important to understand the allure of pornography: What is the inner attractions that make men like porn and coming back to it again and again? What are good accountability questions we can ask to get to the root of the problem?

1. Porn is easy, but relationships are hard.

Relationships, especially our closest relationships, involve work.

Every day we are required to care what’s going on in others’ lives. We must put up with sour moods, offensive behavior and selfishness—both in ourselves and in others.

In contrast, porn offers men a feeling of risk-free intimacy.

Pornography offers men a fantasy world where they are required to know nobody, require no romance and no self-sacrifice for the benefit of others. And for many men the payoff is great: not only can they avoid the messiness of real relationships, they can also feel the delight of a million virtual women catering to their every whim thereby making them addicted to porn.

 Has there been a relationship in your life recently that has been unusually difficult? This may be one of the reasons you are one of the men watching porn excessively.

2. Porn is comfortable, but life is stressful.

In life things go wrong. Expectations are frustrated. People let us down. Tragedies happen. We get sick. We get tired. We get into sharp disagreements. Life is stressful.

Pornography, by contrast, offers a very comfortable world where nothing goes wrong. Porn offers a ready-made setting where we know we will get exactly what we want . The porn industry a multi billion dollar industry thrives on this fact . It aims to get people especially men addicted to porn.

Of course, we know it’s fake. It’s like professional wrestling or “reality” TV. As Chris Hedges says in his book Empire of Illusion, the success of these forms of entertainment lies not in fooling the men watching porn that these stories are real. “Rather, it succeeds because these men watching porn ask to be fooled. They happily pay for the chance to suspend reality.” The constant need to suspend reality makes a lot of men addicted to porn.

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3. Porn is “exciting”, but life is “boring”.

The word “boredom” first started being used by French authors when they wrote about that feeling of discontentment when life gets tedious.

While the feeling of boredom has probably always been around, it is only in the last 300 years we have seen it become a social epidemic. Blaise Pascal said boredom is the plight of a modern man when “he lacks distraction and has no absorbing passion or pastime.”

Boredom is one of the fruit of a leisure culture. As wealth and free time increase, so does our hunger for distraction. The hunger for distraction  in men is one of the reasons men like porn.

As we come to expect constant stimulation and excitement, the day-to-day can seem dull by comparison. With Google at our fingertips, information is everywhere, but we easily become detached, anonymous spectators, rarely taking risks of vulnerable involvement or passionate commitment—rarely acting on what we know.

Culturally we are guilty of what Dorothy Sayers calls the sin of tolerance, “the sin that believes in nothing, cares for nothing, seeks to know nothing, interferes with nothing, enjoys nothing, hates nothing, finds purpose in nothing, lives for nothing and remains alive because there is nothing for which it will die.”

Pornography offers a world of sexual excitement to the bored minds of men who like porn. Porn is a highly sexualized form of the image-based culture in which we live, a world where billions of pictures are painting a thousand words at break-neck speeds. Porn offers a fantasy of pure sexual stimulation, a fantasy that leaves it’s victims addicted to porn.

 Have you found yourself bored or itching for excitement? Do you feel like your life is mundane? That may be the reason you are addicted to porn, your life sucks! Get up out of your seat and set your world in motion.

4. Pornography makes men feel “powerful”, but real life makes them feel powerless.

It is easy to feel small in the world. We intuitively know the world does not revolve around us, but this doesn’t stop us from wishing it did. We want others to pay attention to us, to treat us as important, to put us first. This desire can be so strong at times we can actually begin to feel entitled to it: We want a little corner of the world where we are kings.

Pornography offers men a deluge of power. In a man’s porn-fed fantasy, the girls never say no. In pornography there are no social barriers between a man and the woman of his dreams that is why men like porn. Pornography sells the idea that beautiful women are trophies—collectibles that show the watching world what a real man really is. Pornography also sexualizes male dominance, allowing men to fantasize about a world where women enjoy being treated as objects. “Have you been in any situations recently that made you feel belittled, unimportant, or disrespected? this could be the reason you are addicted to porn.

Get up and take charge of your life.

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BURNT BRIDGES- The Fired Porn School Teacher Story

Stacie Halas, porn Teacher

Stacie  Halas had woken up early this morning. she was always alert, she maintained a healthy lifestyle, exercised  and was always in high spirits. Apart from the twitching in her left eye probably from gulping down all that green tea, in the last few days, she was good. For the first time in her life , she liked what she saw in the mirror, she was finally getting it together. The more matured look she always wanted. There was more to this look, than time, she wasn't behind on her rent, her flat was clean and tidy, just the way she wanted it and those  humming sounds in the basement was gone. Although she had still not gotten over her ex who left her out and dry things were definitely beginning to look up.

Today was going to be a busy day, there was an assembly at eight, a third period science class and a lesson plan to  submit. Those were basically work overs, just time consuming, she was on top of her job, she was one of the best science teachers in Haydock Intermediate School in Oxnard.

The thought of driving to school again was overwhelming, her car had been repossessed twice and she had had to take the bus. Everything was a blessing, there were lessons she had to learn, she had to finally get her head out of her ass and not expect the world to revolve around her. Now the world was revolving and she had found herself in it's stride.

Assembly was a breeze, the usual casual half hearted greetings among staff members, the principal being an epitome of a logorrhea patient and the obnoxious teens trying to draw attention to themselves. High school is basically the same , the only difference now from when she was a student was now, there were so many more laws and restrictions and the parents are much more involved , even though it hasn't really improved the standard of education, no thanks especially to the "no kids left behind " initiative and the fact that more and more kids want to be pop sensations. They seem to be more interested in the things beyond the class room walls.

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TO BE OR NOT TO BE -ANOTHER FIRED TEACHER

Classroom

Coming to her class, she couldn't have missed the profanity inscribed on her class room window,it was conspicuous and she knew it was done by her students and targeted at her. "someone had seen something", she knew immediately. She knew this day would come but she didn't know it would be this way, standing helpless in front of giggling fourteen year olds, who has violated the age limit for certain videos on the Internet.

Within the next few days things spiralled down, students had reported to their parents, parents had contacted the school, fellow teachers had downloaded profane videos on their smartphones, thousands of distress calls had been received and finally a sack letter was delivered and it read,

" Dear Mrs stacie halas,

Due to the recent discovery that you have once indulged in  pornographic activities which was not disclosed to the school at the time of your employment , it is pertinent to note that your engagement in pornography is incompatible with your responsibilities as a role model for students of this school, To this end, we regret to say that your employment has been terminated with immediate effect. Kindly submit all relevant documents in your possession to the vice principal".

It was  between just 8 months, six years ago at a time where she felt she had no choice, but it had come to hunt her down. she is presently appealing, claiming it was not illegal and it should be a credit to her that she is able to bounce back but she is presently not winning.The decisions we make each day affect our future in ways we might never comprehend.

This is just one in the millions of stories of how former porn stars try to adjust to life after porn ends.

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