Porn Give me My brain Back.
Okay, I once said I was addicted to porn and loving it. But I just saw Don Jon and now realize that my brain is fried, I’m wired for Porn but I am not addicted to porn. I would get back to that in a minute.
I say my brain is fried because every sound or squeal anybody makes in my everyday life immediately brings back the erotic imagery I have come to know so well and set me on the mental journey I regularly tread, the apodyposis, the acting out and the foul language. Adult entertainers have become a yardstick by which I measure people and now my brain is so fucked up , I wanna wife Jenna Presley obviously not because she found God.(Oh shit! She found God?).
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But I am not addicted to porn. I have been reading all this stuff about Dopamine and some shit about reward driven learning. How a junkie ,a meth head and a pornaholic all get the vibe in their brains , starting a reward circuitry that causes the surges of dopamine which eventually reaches a point of no return shattering every wall into pieces and something about the prefrontal lobe of the brain making this road so familiar you take it unconsciously but still I am not addicted to porn. I am addicted to the search , the search for porn.
Arousal Addiction is the culprit here, the pornlepsy contracted while new material is being downloaded. The Coolidge effect of some thing new, something fresh. The same reasons there are a thousand new ipad editions with one feature added two weeks apart. This neurological mechanism is the real deal and upping the game is the only thing that rewards it. Upping the game leads to Overstimulation of the reward circuitry and the inherent numbness of the brain due to both over exposure to erotic imagery and constant waxing of the candle stick.
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This wouldn’t really be an issue, if not for the negative self-perception, low level of motivation, social anxiety, concentration problems and depression it leaves with me, which in most cases has almost no direct correlation to the addiction making the source of these conditions mistaken as coming with the wind.
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With over one billion sites presently cashing in on this addiction, trying to get people to become porn agains possessing pornographic memory. It is easy to get the brain fried with it’s extreme novelty approach with very little aversion options. The novelty approach influences the search and the search is the real deal
I am not addicted to porn, it pays to say it over and over again. This, some may say signifies the denial stage of addiction, well, thanks for sharing.
Gary Wilson (name sounds like a wanker’s) went all the way to carry out a porn experiment discussing symptoms in porn consumers and how to reverse the effects with withdrawal and regulation with some good science back up. It’s best watched immediately before or after porn.
